NF- Trauma Lyrics

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  • NF- Trauma Lyrics
    [Verse 1]
    Say you're there when I feel helpless
    If that's true, why don't you help me?
    It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
    Stand alone, my soul is jealous
    It wants love, but I reject it
    Trade my joy for my protection
    [Chorus]
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?
    I hold you so proudly
    Traumas, they surround me
    I wish you'd just love me back
    [Verse 2]
    Say you're here, but I don't feel it
    Give me peace, but then you steal it
    Watch them laugh at all my secrets
    Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
    Ask for help, you call it weakness
    Lied and promised me my freedom
    [Chorus]
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?
    I hold you so proudly
    Traumas, they surround me
    I wish you'd just love me back
    [Outro]
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?
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Комментарии • 616

  • @jrlyrics9659
    @jrlyrics9659  5 лет назад +240

    Hey guys! I did a cover of If You Want Love by NF.
    If you could check it out i'd really appreciate it. Thanks 😊
    ruclips.net/video/XDQjRpa2tNg/видео.html

  • @tiffanysteffy1993
    @tiffanysteffy1993 5 лет назад +627

    Traded my joy for my protection. That hits hard. It's hard to feel joy when your waiting for the next heart break

    • @dymondzncurlz
      @dymondzncurlz 5 лет назад +11

      When you're waiting on everything you out faith in and let yourself mistakenly trust (again) just failed you and burned you

    • @Goodbye-od1le
      @Goodbye-od1le 5 лет назад +10

      I'm just waiting for someone to backstab me at this point I just trust my self

    • @MistyGenevaSky
      @MistyGenevaSky 4 года назад +4

      I felt that..

    • @DuaneAntony
      @DuaneAntony 4 года назад +5

      My thoughts exactly! Its hard to get attached when all you think is there leaving 💔

    • @joeyloreth2779
      @joeyloreth2779 4 года назад +6

      I cut myself off from my emotions too long and I can't find happiness anymore because I tried to protect myself so I couldn't get hurt anymore...

  • @kacyleiann1009
    @kacyleiann1009 5 лет назад +1181

    I swear this song is like someone is reading my deepest darkest thoughts

    • @WillBlindYouWithLight
      @WillBlindYouWithLight 5 лет назад +25

      I am just glad someone could somewhat put it into words finally.

    • @joepompa8065
      @joepompa8065 5 лет назад +10

      whoever you are, you are not alone

    • @kacyleiann1009
      @kacyleiann1009 5 лет назад +6

      FOXTROT UNIFORM me too. I ever can express how I feel.

    • @brysonbaker3125
      @brysonbaker3125 5 лет назад +8

      They arent my deepest darkest thoughts they are floating in my mind all the way to the surface :/

    • @mariceseaboy2790
      @mariceseaboy2790 5 лет назад +5

      😭😭😭

  • @queenb7203
    @queenb7203 5 лет назад +350

    "Scream and yell but i feel speechless
    Ask for help, you call it weakness" that hits somewhere deep.

    • @dymondzncurlz
      @dymondzncurlz 5 лет назад +11

      When you have a panic attack and everyone looks at you like you're broken and insane. When your whole life you never had a voice because everything you said meant nothing to others. Every time you hurt no one was hurting with you because they truly loved you.

    • @karinaparras6139
      @karinaparras6139 5 лет назад +1

      Call out to God..

    • @queenb7203
      @queenb7203 5 лет назад +4

      @@karinaparras6139 I have gone through hell and back i didn't see 'god' helping me then. I don't believe in 'god' not only because 'god' never helped me, i don't believe in that because i just don't understand how there is a man with the strength to create a human being. We all know what creates human beings. Science has those answers but people still choose to think that there is a man with the ability to create LIFE. Sorry if i offended you, i am allowed to have an opinion. Thank you for the suggestion though.

    • @karinaparras6139
      @karinaparras6139 5 лет назад +2

      @@queenb7203 I doubted when I was younger but I been to hell n back twice and When I did cry out to him. Life got easier..it's a choice. Me I'm a better person. I don't have to live with all of what I've been through.

    • @queenb7203
      @queenb7203 5 лет назад +3

      @@karinaparras6139 i cried out to. Then i gave up bc everything just got worse and worse.

  • @FullMetalcoreJojo
    @FullMetalcoreJojo 5 лет назад +98

    This is too close for comfort, yet comforting at the same time.
    My soul is screaming.

  • @maryknapp3388
    @maryknapp3388 5 лет назад +627

    "grab my hand im drowning.'
    please, I can't hold my breath anymore.

    • @jordannaagostinha4156
      @jordannaagostinha4156 5 лет назад +8

      Hey, don't worry. It might not seem possible, but it gets easier...

    • @juanvansickle1284
      @juanvansickle1284 5 лет назад +1

      me nether

    • @tiffanyshipes9431
      @tiffanyshipes9431 5 лет назад +2

      I would show you love

    • @maryknapp3388
      @maryknapp3388 5 лет назад +3

      @@tiffanyshipes9431 love would give me air too breathe. I would be thankful if you could fill my lungs. sorry if that sounds cheesy. metaphors make it easier to say what I'm thinking.

    • @darkwizard9330
      @darkwizard9330 5 лет назад +3

      Hey its your boi Christ@myassholeandheart
      And I'm coming straight from the church of nihilism cheer up m8 nothing worse than nothing

  • @kacielittler9398
    @kacielittler9398 5 лет назад +759

    Listening to this song made me realize how numb I've become

    • @kaileyfaith8004
      @kaileyfaith8004 5 лет назад +12

      Same tho... I've been getting in my head more... Not my month... Altho, December usually never is...

    • @charevandenheever4460
      @charevandenheever4460 5 лет назад +11

      I don't feel anything anymore either.

    • @JessicaSmith-tz7zn
      @JessicaSmith-tz7zn 5 лет назад +13

      It sucks...... constantly feeling like you won’t & don’t get pleasure out of anything.

    • @faithadegbile3468
      @faithadegbile3468 4 года назад +11

      I haven’t felt much of anything for a long time I even lost the ability to cry idk what to do anymore

    • @ASingleLettuceLeaf
      @ASingleLettuceLeaf 4 года назад +7

      @@faithadegbile3468 I used to force myself to listen to sad songs to make myself cry. Stuff like NF and Twenty One Pilots, but it doesn't work anymore. I seem to have desensitised myself from all emotion at this point

  • @angieisadork
    @angieisadork 5 лет назад +68

    They say "when words fail, music speaks". This song, and most of NF's work are proof of that.

  • @muskanagarwal3031
    @muskanagarwal3031 5 лет назад +119

    I have listened to so mamy sad songs but most of 'em are based on heartbreak, love but not many artists talk about life and depression while NF music revolves around finding himself and different incidents and difficulties he has to go through in his life. I'm happy that i found his music, cuz I'm sad, I feel broken at times but that's not cuz of love idk but I'm trying to find my purpose in life, I'm trying to find what I really I'm and what I can do

  • @destinyconley1310
    @destinyconley1310 4 года назад +38

    I've always felt like I couldn't put my emotions and feelings in words but honestly I can't say how well Nate puts things into words and then creates such music then makes you cry because reality hits you,that you relate

    • @ashleydonatini4875
      @ashleydonatini4875 2 года назад

      That's one of my difficulties, but music helps speak what I can't.❤️

  • @ninah.5378
    @ninah.5378 5 лет назад +322

    I really would just love to show NF the beauty of life. I think he’s so enclosed with his overwhelming thoughts and loneliness that he forgot how beautiful people and the world can be. I think he mainly forgot how beautiful he can be

    • @jodyyork23
      @jodyyork23 5 лет назад +11

      I use to believe in beauty but at 51 yrs old I quit believing in something that doesnt exist

    • @sadblueneverenough2920
      @sadblueneverenough2920 5 лет назад +22

      His music real, it reaches the ones who have lost their way, the ones that have been through too much for them to deal with, and the only way they know how is by music 💙 life can be beautiful but it can also be very dark and depressing esp to thoes that have mental health issues.

    • @iiGotDaGrenade
      @iiGotDaGrenade 5 лет назад

      Same

    • @katelyndennis4200
      @katelyndennis4200 5 лет назад +8

      The world and people are definitely not beautiful.

    • @darkwizard9330
      @darkwizard9330 5 лет назад +7

      Nina your really sweet but me and nf have reasons not to go being alone is all we know we say we trust others but I know he is just as lonely as us lost children

  • @Keysi_6
    @Keysi_6 5 лет назад +71

    This is Pure Tragedy, Sadness, Depression, lonliness..giving up....heart broke

  • @leayegge8671
    @leayegge8671 5 лет назад +110

    Sometimes I feel like I want to just stop everything stop feeling stop living but this song has really helped me remember that I have so much more life to live.if you see this I hope you have a great day 😊

    • @lindastrauss4290
      @lindastrauss4290 5 лет назад +1

    • @corlederbrown-holliday453
      @corlederbrown-holliday453 5 лет назад +5

      Fluff Nation Do not give up. I have been depressed off and on over 25 years. It is a dark place. You will make it another day and it will not be dark forever. It is good to know it will be some good times and great treat times. Focus on those times, please...

    • @regeenah2086
      @regeenah2086 4 года назад

      Not feeling anything is worse...I can’t feel too much

  • @karinacook421
    @karinacook421 5 лет назад +50

    When he say “ it’s my fault I know I’m selfish” I felt that 💔😕

    • @dymondzncurlz
      @dymondzncurlz 5 лет назад +2

      Yup just weak and selfish and helpless. Broken

    • @jimmykaddy748
      @jimmykaddy748 4 года назад

      Yup I felt destroyed after that song because I have a crush on this girl at my school and she does not love me although I protect her from the bullies at my school

  • @nonamemusic8328
    @nonamemusic8328 5 лет назад +64

    I'm overwhelmed... It's so beautiful

  • @xokatyxo7528
    @xokatyxo7528 5 лет назад +42

    This song Is just like how no one sees me or my cry's for help and don't know what I've been through and how mentally drowning it is to feel a hollow hole that gets bigger every passing day.

    • @kamdynsplawn7955
      @kamdynsplawn7955 4 года назад +1

      Hey I hope ur ok and I’m sorry I’m late but if u ever need anyone to talk to text my insta @kamdyn__1905 I will listen and try to help

    • @ashleyann18
      @ashleyann18 7 месяцев назад

      I hope you are okay today. this was 4 years ago and I hope you found some peace.

  • @stacicastro6181
    @stacicastro6181 5 лет назад +10

    Best part about NF, he sings about experiences and has such a way with words that touch my soul, every song!!!!

  • @lyyang6772
    @lyyang6772 5 лет назад +15

    This is honestly my favorite song of his from this album that spoke out to me so much.. growing up in a broken home.. as a child hoping someone would save us.. family always saying they’re always there to help but never did.. we were drowning.. why didn’t anyone grab our hands? Our parents weren’t there.. 💔 now we’re just traumatized to love and let people in..

    • @BorderingHope
      @BorderingHope 2 года назад

      The trauma will pass with effort, though it is in no way shape or form your twos fault it unfairly is left to you to clean up the pieces left. To make your own beautiful mosaic out of a shattered glass. My motivation, to be better for someone than my family was for me.

  • @rubyloux5209
    @rubyloux5209 4 года назад +28

    I don’t wanna grow up..everyone in my family is changing and I feel like I’m fading away from everyone..they always pick on things that I’m not insecure about and here I am today stressing out about how I look and I overthink everything but the worst part is..I don’t enjoy going outside anymore because I’m scared of being judged..I always remember that I’m not alone!🙂

    • @BorderingHope
      @BorderingHope 4 года назад +2

      It will be alright, change is a part of life, but look into yourself and see what greatness is Inside your soul and use it to push forward. And there is always someone that cares for you, always. 1: u may not see them
      2: they may change too.
      3: you must always look til you draw your last breath for people that care about you.
      Just remember those who judge you arnt worth your time, just move to the next person. But always love yourself. No one elses loves or sweet words will matter to you If u can't do that first. Find something in you I love

    • @rubyloux5209
      @rubyloux5209 4 года назад +1

      BorderingHope thanks for that..it really made me realise something I never thought about I can’t tell you’re a good person🤍

  • @FireBombx3
    @FireBombx3 5 лет назад +163

    This perfectly sums up my relationship with my mum.

    • @ケイリM
      @ケイリM 5 лет назад +5

      Me too but they gave us life it's something to be thankful for even if they didnt know how to love us properly they probably had traumas too before you ❤️

    • @angryartist3170
      @angryartist3170 5 лет назад +14

      @@ケイリM Traumas are not an excuse for being a neglectful parent. It just means you need to work on yourself. It's up to that person to choose to get help and be better for the people around them.

    • @ケイリM
      @ケイリM 5 лет назад +1

      @@angryartist3170 who's the "you" that your referring too because I don't have children and it's a FACT that most of the parents who are shit at giving love simply didn't get any their self. But yes they should take responsibility but not everyone does because humans are selfish always will be

    • @angryartist3170
      @angryartist3170 5 лет назад +3

      @@ケイリM ik and I wasn't referring to you. Just in general. Like everyone

    • @ケイリM
      @ケイリM 5 лет назад +1

      @@angryartist3170 okay my bad, merry Christmas God bless

  • @Mykrososmall
    @Mykrososmall 5 лет назад +19

    This song entirely explained my relationship towards everyone I know. I've been struggling and still am this day, every time I listen to this song, I end up tearing up and breaking down. This mostly reflects my relationship towards my best friend mostly, because I have no one to talk to right now, I've been holding everything in, right now it's all bursting out. I never get a chance to cry, because I don't want people to think I'm weak. Yes I do care what people think about me and everyday, I feel like everyone I know talks behind my back. My relationship towards my best friend is not going good, we about have arguments about stupid things. I always feel reckless and worthless every single day that passes by. I'm sorry this comment looks like I'm overreacting, but this is how I feel. I never get a time to go to church at all now. I lose motivation to everything, yet people see it as lazyness.

    • @dymondzncurlz
      @dymondzncurlz 5 лет назад +3

      Totally with you right there. Like everyone is just amused by how crazy I am and no one understands that my thoughts and feelings are legitimate and real to me. But they're never real enough to anyone else to feel that way.
      Then when I go to cope I'm just selfish and out of control. Like I'm a walking, talking, freak that is such a bad stupid person. Like every deep word and emotions from my heart and soul is only worth gossip, judgement and rejection.

    • @zinitaxozinitaxo1581
      @zinitaxozinitaxo1581 3 года назад

      It is not lazynes, it is serious depression. I feel you.

  • @splitzyprime419
    @splitzyprime419 2 года назад +4

    My father once told me he wished the house burnt down so we weren't his problem anymore. His traumas surround me, this song hits closer to home than any other musical piece I've heard.

  • @bellabella8904
    @bellabella8904 5 лет назад +300

    If I could have a conversation with God this song is what I would tell him.

    • @jbird3767
      @jbird3767 5 лет назад +13

      Bella Bella you can always talk to
      god

    • @otiliasamoila1089
      @otiliasamoila1089 4 года назад

      ❤️

    • @happyperson7877
      @happyperson7877 4 года назад +2

      God is the only reason you're alive you should just approach him and praise him all the time.. If u forget god u'll forget urself...

    • @alliewilson7036
      @alliewilson7036 4 года назад +2

      Thank u someone else finally said it

    • @jaclenelink6130
      @jaclenelink6130 27 дней назад

      God is always there for you and will always love you no matter what. 😊 Open your heart to him and be filled with his glory. You are not alone. 🙏

  • @crycisgamer81
    @crycisgamer81 3 года назад +1

    I listened to this on the way to my grandmother's funeral. Especially the lines "Grab my hand, I'm drowning. I feel my heart pounding... I hold you so proudly." They always make me cry and they explained exactly how I felt. ❤️

  • @moonlightsystem3457
    @moonlightsystem3457 5 лет назад +14

    When your parents are abusive this is what I got out of this song. You expect them to love you, but for some reason they're so scary and violent. Like you still love them and expect in return but you don't get it, I'm sad lord help us - Darren

  • @harper6660
    @harper6660 5 лет назад +183

    This song describes my current feelings on my relationship rn. He's a hard man to love but I think I'm unlovable..

    • @12becca1
      @12becca1 5 лет назад +5

      I can understand that and idk you but I would think your a lovely person

    • @kirstenpeterson995
      @kirstenpeterson995 5 лет назад +2

      Same

    • @frombenslens2941
      @frombenslens2941 5 лет назад +2

      becca hulderman you are so loved girl 💛

    • @harper6660
      @harper6660 5 лет назад

      thank you everyone you're all so sweet❤

    • @420countrybrooke9
      @420countrybrooke9 5 лет назад +2

      Oh hun I'm same situation with every man I end up with prayers

  • @shejustsings1
    @shejustsings1 5 лет назад +5

    This song literally gives me chills.

  • @mariamatheous5015
    @mariamatheous5015 2 года назад +1

    Wow.... Couldn't have said it better myself! Thank you JC for sharing! Miss and love you terribly.... Always!

  • @prussianqueen2760
    @prussianqueen2760 5 лет назад +9

    When his songs speak to your broken soul 💜

  • @ellaadams3495
    @ellaadams3495 4 года назад +1

    Relatable.
    I played a few of his songs and my family said they were stupid, i juts looked at them like they were insane because NF is the best artist I've ever heard, and his songs are so relatable. Trauma, Paralyzed, Hate Myself, and Let Me Go are my absolute favorite songs. I always feel like someone just took my thoughts and gave them to him, because they describe how i feel perfectly. he's the best, and i'll never stop loving him, and his work.

  • @wherethewildthingsare.
    @wherethewildthingsare. 5 лет назад +51

    I have no words

    • @jrlyrics9659
      @jrlyrics9659  5 лет назад +1

      gabriela pop bloander Thanks for watching!!

  • @Blessedlikethat777
    @Blessedlikethat777 5 лет назад +6

    God, Father Abba's love is always there Nate! Just give up sometime to Him, you'll see the more time u spend in His Pewsence the more His Love wiloverflow and keeo u from drowning. He's found you, just give some of yourself to Him! "Praise"

  • @abby9797
    @abby9797 5 лет назад +18

    this is the first song that has ever made me cry

  • @LeviAckerman-jn4px
    @LeviAckerman-jn4px 5 лет назад +5

    ,,Trade my joy for my protection"I felt that...

  • @shelbssue2964
    @shelbssue2964 5 лет назад +5

    'I wish you'd just love me back"
    ......... I felt that

  • @ashnasingh9454
    @ashnasingh9454 4 года назад +11

    You can be depressed, you can feel miserable. You could listen to this song repeatedly, you may cry. But at the end the only choice left is to go back to the same life ( that sucks) , do the same things ( even if you don't want to) , be around people when you don't want to. Cause nothing is in our hands. You've to walk or crawl, but you just can't stop.
    Facts are bitter.

    • @BorderingHope
      @BorderingHope 2 года назад

      Yes, but you must find joy in something to keep the fire burning, even if it's the ants outside on the sidewalk. We all have our motivations but when we lose that is when we truly feel the pain of the daily grind.

    • @jaznavas6295
      @jaznavas6295 2 года назад

      That's facts. I've been dealing with my depression real bad lately and yesterday listened to this while I was on break at work. Cried my eyes out then realized my only choice was to go back to work and continue with my shitty life. We have no choice but to live a life we wish would end and do things we don't want to

    • @ashnasingh9454
      @ashnasingh9454 2 года назад

      @@jaznavas6295 I have a very similar story as yours but I have anxiety and depression both. And ya migraine problems too ✌️. So that crying and going back to work is just a thing people like you n me do always. Hope things get better for you. Lots of love.

  • @JoshiX-jn5dz
    @JoshiX-jn5dz 5 лет назад +63

    What is happiness anymore...
    I've forgot how that felt.
    I just wanna give up...
    Im trying...
    Its just not working.

    • @hellraiser3784
      @hellraiser3784 5 лет назад +2

      I know the feeling...😪

    • @Jazzlii
      @Jazzlii 4 года назад +3

      it is working, u are still alive! keep fighting😃

    • @obsidianxx2
      @obsidianxx2 4 года назад +1

      i know how you fell ^^

    • @obsidianxx2
      @obsidianxx2 4 года назад +1

      feel*

    • @jimmykaddy748
      @jimmykaddy748 4 года назад +1

      When this song was finished I was hit really hard in my heart because I have a crush at my school and she does not want to be my girlfriend although I protect her from the bullies at my school 😭😭😭😢😥🥺😭😭😭

  • @stephenhoggle6494
    @stephenhoggle6494 4 года назад +2

    This song imo is 100% him talking to himself. His secrets are all the things he tells in his songs. “Why haven’t you found me yet” is in reference to him trying to find himself as a person and he feels like he’s drowning under the weight of all his traumas, self expectations, etc. and when he says I wish you’d love me back it’s talking about how he wishes that he could learn to love himself but struggles with self esteem and self blame for past mistakes.

  • @summeralesha33
    @summeralesha33 5 лет назад +1

    We all have a reason that were on this earth and no matter what brings us down it only makes us stronger I don't know if I would still be here without NF's music and songs amen

  • @buddycarolan8131
    @buddycarolan8131 4 года назад

    U have no idea Nate the strength and will to go on ,u have given me and I would say a lot more people , thanks for being honest , absolutely brilliant , from the far corner of Ireland

  • @Brokensoul1974
    @Brokensoul1974 4 года назад +2

    December 2020 just when I think I couldn’t love and adore NF anymore.I hear this beautiful stunning heartfelt song AMAZING.❤️❤️

  • @rakutso
    @rakutso 5 лет назад +5

    Give me peace, but then you steal it. Yeah, I feel that line. It cuts me deep. I've been holding onto this one person for so long and all it seems like they've been doing is just trying to kick me away, then pull me right back to them. So they can drag me around again.

  • @karencruz384
    @karencruz384 5 лет назад +127

    I feel like he’s sorting aiming this at God in a way? Maybe it’s just me but I feel like when he says things like “why haven’t you found me yet?” Or “Say you’re here, but I don’t feel it” and people say God is with us all the time but sometimes we don’t feel him and I feel like some of this is towards God, I could be wrong but just a thought

    • @justine4541
      @justine4541 5 лет назад +3

      i actually heard that he‘s aiming this at god but you never know

    • @karibearhenry5801
      @karibearhenry5801 5 лет назад +4

      He's labeled a Christian rapper

    • @karencruz384
      @karencruz384 5 лет назад +10

      Karibear henry he doesn’t label himself as a Christian rapper, I know he started off rapping in church but he said it wasn’t for him in a interview awhile back.

    • @Steven-gv1ke
      @Steven-gv1ke 5 лет назад +1

      I think you are far more likely right than all these people who ASSUME he is lonely and single seeing as how he was married in September 2018. www.gospelmusic.org/nf-marries-bridgette-doremus-photos-from-the-big-day/

    • @joshuamurray927
      @joshuamurray927 5 лет назад

      Maybe it's from Jesus Christ to his Father? (God)

  • @candacesmith3675
    @candacesmith3675 5 лет назад +50

    Sometime i pretened im some one els in my room. Bc my realtly is no one sees me for me. Only things they can get from me.
    Its crazy im so broken and no one sees it. So meany people tell me they love me. But not a soule in sight when i need them the most...

    • @dariusrobinson2296
      @dariusrobinson2296 5 лет назад

      I hope you get better I understand your pain if you ever need to talk follow me on Instagram @uniqueeventz24

    • @kiannaholliday9154
      @kiannaholliday9154 5 лет назад +2

      I do the same thing.... reality is just too scary for me

    • @angelikgravesYT
      @angelikgravesYT 5 лет назад +1

      Same here I know what you mean

  • @GtheCatLady
    @GtheCatLady 5 лет назад +4

    Well, I’m listening to this in school and I might or might not be crying a little bit because it’s sad and beautiful at the same time.

  • @katiesewell432
    @katiesewell432 4 года назад

    I wish nothing but the best for this man. He deserves every penny he earns and more not only is music his therapy its also therapeutic for us and for that he deserves to be known as the best rapper. Wish him all the best❤️nothing less

  • @Maiden_to_mother
    @Maiden_to_mother 5 лет назад +3

    When someone tells they don’t cry, I just think “they just haven’t listened to NF enough.”

  • @enhyperrz
    @enhyperrz 4 года назад +1

    "Say you're here, but I don't feel it. Give me peace, but then you steal it. Watch them laugh at all my secrets. Scream and yell, but I feel speechless. Ask for help, you call it weakness" NF songs are the most relatable for me

  • @jewellyroberson2241
    @jewellyroberson2241 3 года назад +1

    “Scream and yell, but I feel I feel speechless” hit home

  • @kelseydujardin7748
    @kelseydujardin7748 5 лет назад +21

    You make me feel worthless and that I failed as a daughter but I love you because you are supposed to be my mother

    • @dymondzncurlz
      @dymondzncurlz 5 лет назад +4

      You destroyed my confidence and my ability to cope with my emotions, mom. But I still seek your approval. I still wait for a good job and you are just waiting for me to fall so you can tell everyone my deepest secrets and tell me "I told you so"

    • @chelsiedaniel5393
      @chelsiedaniel5393 5 лет назад +5

      im so sorry. i couldnt imagine that. its awful. I became an addict bc i was tired of being strong for my family while they were all addicted and not caring about me. I gave up everything. My home, car, pet anything with my identity and i fled. My mother searched for me for 2 years wo me knowing. I prayed over my family everyday when i was on the streets. No came for me. And god my mom was so messed up and abusive to me. But something happened. When she realized i was gone and may never see me again unless i was in a casket she changed. She found me. She took me with my awful new found demons and fought with me. Im not saying to go do something drastic. Im just saying i can relate bc for so long i didnt have my mom anymore. Not the perfect mom i remembered anyway. I have a friend whos mom has always rejected her own daughter. Now that i dont understand. im glad i dont. I pray you find peace, love, forgiveness and understanding with your mom.

    • @dymondzncurlz
      @dymondzncurlz 4 года назад

      Thank you Chelsie for testifying to me. I think sometimes we get so caught up in ourselves even though we know that we are failing others, we get more caught up in ourselves in the thought process of how miserable hopeless we truly are and if we were better maybe we could be better for everyone else, too. It's kind of a viscous lie the deceiver and I give you props for praying for her everyday. The relationship I have with my mother is healing and I think that's what Our Creator wants. Though some people are just toxic and unwilling to give and change out of their own pride. I'm trying to not hold people with fault. It isn't scriptural. Some times we have to get it out. I often look at people and how they were raised and just truly understand that they "know not what they do." In this broken world. Including myself. Only sick people need a doctor. I always find that comforting when reading about what Ysshua/Jesus said. That He accepts me the broken way that I am, and the holy spirit is going to work on me, refine me and change me. That I shouldn't look for approval in others, but in Him. But ofcourse there is still that lingering feeling of wanting to be "liked" or "celebrated". You see parents all over that are so proud of their children. The only time that I heard that from my parents was the day that they told me that and I broke down crying and told them that it was crazy because I was pregnant (I was 19 and in a bad relationship). I'm 28 now and married to a God loving man. My son is 8 and loves learning and talking about the bible. God has really changed my life. But yes the depression does kick in, yes the need for approval does kick in. I'm realizing more and more the problem is just myself but it does give me a deep deep desire to end the viscous cycle in my family. If we dont, we have to pray for the generation that will. Amen

    • @jessteubner9928
      @jessteubner9928 3 года назад

      Fuck that speaks to me more than I want

  • @robertaluchey7475
    @robertaluchey7475 5 лет назад +12

    TRAUMA",
    NO , YOU ARE NOT SELFISH, YOU SHALL TAKE RESPONSIBILITY OF YOUR ACTIONS, ; I BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT;
    GOD LOVES YOU, AND SO DO I : JUST HAVE A LITTLE FAITH.. Come on dont worry so, if you worry , that means you dont have faith. I love you,
    do you believe that? Its ok.......

  • @lou8509
    @lou8509 5 лет назад +57

    it hurts..so much...please make it stop

    • @darkwizard9330
      @darkwizard9330 5 лет назад

      Hey there buddy everything okay?

    • @darkwizard9330
      @darkwizard9330 5 лет назад

      Heyy everything okay

    • @bullrider3218
      @bullrider3218 5 лет назад +2

      I feel that like nothing is good I just want that love again because it was when I was happy now I am drowning nothing to do

    • @lou8509
      @lou8509 5 лет назад

      @@darkwizard9330 no not really. just don't wanna do this anymore

    • @darkwizard9330
      @darkwizard9330 5 лет назад +1

      Hey buddy got Insta or dicord I don't want you to die

  • @sturniolofan03
    @sturniolofan03 3 года назад

    This is one of my favorite songs because It’s so relatable.😭Ok ima go cry for the fifth time today (because of this song).

  • @kisskiss999999
    @kisskiss999999 4 года назад

    I found this song in a gas station over the radio and I'm in love with it so much. The woman at the counter was playing sad songs all night and I hope she's okay now.

  • @gavinwall3436
    @gavinwall3436 4 года назад +1

    My uncle died in Hawaii from drowning now I can’t think straight Rest In Peace fly high Robbie 🕊

  • @renatalajdova7726
    @renatalajdova7726 4 года назад +2

    .... Im a fan of undertale... I know this is weird but whenever i get into stories a lot.. I can imagine being my favourite character.... I love nightmare... For being so STRONG (dreamtale).... He ate the apple... Yeah.. But he was abused for nothing..... For 502 years.... Till he bit the bad apple and became the real monsters.... This song fits him so well.. I started crying in the first sentence... Its... Filled with pain so... much.. "Grab my hand, im drowning. I feel my heart pounding. Why haven't you found me yet?"... It... Hits me so hard

  • @toxsin2207
    @toxsin2207 8 дней назад

    This song broke my heart because it's me 1000% 💔

  • @mazeyboi933
    @mazeyboi933 5 лет назад +7

    This relates to me I just sit in the bathroom or in the corner of my bed room and listen to this

  • @BrandonSmith-zm7fz
    @BrandonSmith-zm7fz 5 лет назад

    His versatility is amazing.

  • @stacyabrams2201
    @stacyabrams2201 5 лет назад +12

    Wow hit me hard 😔🖤

  • @kataimb9142
    @kataimb9142 4 года назад

    Thank you for putting into word the emotions I can’t express my self!

  • @natebates9874
    @natebates9874 5 лет назад +17

    I’ve been in a bad car accident on August 23 and I injured my ankle witch is healed but my arm I’ve been in therapy trying to get my movement back and I’ve been thinking about why me why can’t he just heal me and not answer my prayers and now I’m getting my movement back but slowly and I’m in pain and I’ve had blessing that I can’t explain how but I do know he watching over us all
    The day of the accident I could of been dead laying through the window due to a person not paying attention at looking both ways at a stop sign
    When you stop please do me and others a favor and look both ways
    I know I had angels watching over me that day I could of been seriously injured but wasn’t and I thank Jesus for protecting me that day

  • @matthewbacon_yt7087
    @matthewbacon_yt7087 5 лет назад +2

    I think my favorite thing about this song is that it could mean so many different things but in the same way 😔

  • @ypkalif3689
    @ypkalif3689 4 года назад +1

    This song is something else

  • @jaidamiracle4181
    @jaidamiracle4181 5 лет назад +15

    I wish you’d just love me back

  • @pandabear2673
    @pandabear2673 5 лет назад +13

    "It wants love, but I reject it. Trade my joy for my protection" God, someone help me please I am hanging on by my very last thread of sanity.

    • @pandabear2673
      @pandabear2673 4 года назад +2

      @placebo cat Thank you for your concern my friend, when I wrote this everything that was keeping my head just above the water had fallen apart, including my mind and concept of reality which was terrifying and i was alone, but recently slowly but surely I am getting better and I am trying to consciously be more open to love from others. I hope you are well too, stay safe bud.

  • @jumersramos2234
    @jumersramos2234 5 лет назад +8

    Seriously bro i admire u very much ur very perfect rockstar 😊😊

  • @majkristinhansen1256
    @majkristinhansen1256 3 года назад +1

    bullying is a pandemic that should be eradicated😢

  • @ainjhelleflakes
    @ainjhelleflakes 4 года назад

    I think NF is an emotion💯..........cuz I feel him all the time

  • @davidkirchner6625
    @davidkirchner6625 5 лет назад

    How does this man keep making this music? So amazing.

  • @duanfairfax2713
    @duanfairfax2713 2 года назад

    This song describes how I feel about people who hurt me. And what's sad is I know everything on how they did hurt me but never say anything

  • @jacksonwright1861
    @jacksonwright1861 4 года назад +5

    everyone here is talking about what this song means to them but did no one think about nf? hes spilling everything out for himself, not for the money. hes crying out for help and all his fans are just saying they relate. hes in public view, but still no one helps him

    • @jessicasmith-t2h
      @jessicasmith-t2h 2 месяца назад

      The mental health system is broken. They only help where they can get multiple diagnoses where they can bill insurance for multiple things…. Someone with “just depression, PTSD, or anxiety” isn’t worth “dealing” with…. It all comes down to ICD codes in America…

  • @brandonnicholson1060
    @brandonnicholson1060 5 лет назад +2

    I feel the same way I’ve been in love with this man for 22yrs and we been together 6 of it and he dose not see me!! And always trying to run and always leaving me be hind, and it’s like he is with the rest of the world and I stand alone!!!

  • @fauxfrances
    @fauxfrances 3 года назад

    I finally found someone who understands at least a little. I can tell he really cares about me, but now I just worry that if I show him the real, deep, dark parts of me, he'll leave.

    • @splitzyprime419
      @splitzyprime419 3 года назад

      Tell him. If he doesn't understand, it wasn't meant to be, otherwise it's just a lie

  • @Thelostwoods93
    @Thelostwoods93 Год назад

    Why is this so relatable. Thanks for putting words to my innermost thoughtss.

  • @leahloveslife5575
    @leahloveslife5575 5 лет назад +1

    love all of his words beautiful dude for sure man..

  • @Christian_Willoughby
    @Christian_Willoughby 5 лет назад +1

    I felt this too much God....if there are any true prayer warriors out there that see this...you dont know me, but pray, please.

  • @tabithahatcher5417
    @tabithahatcher5417 2 года назад

    This song says EVERYTHING 😥

  • @thiskid5258
    @thiskid5258 4 года назад +2

    This is wat goes on in my head wen I feel alone in a crowded room

  • @0223Jeremy
    @0223Jeremy 4 года назад +1

    Reading a lot of these comments. Love yourself first my friends then you can love others fully. Praying for everyone here

  • @ChristineWunstel
    @ChristineWunstel 4 года назад +1

    This is my new favorite song

  • @derpydummy2430
    @derpydummy2430 5 лет назад +3

    Living..what's that..?
    Existing and surving. A combination we cant defeat...I wonder what it's like to be fine..you know, without saying you're fine when you're dying inside..wanting to scream..but you cant because even if you did no one would hear you.
    So you just sit/lay there in silence watching your life expire..right in front of your eyes..💔😭💔😭💔😭💔😭

  • @theshepherdsfarmgambia4834
    @theshepherdsfarmgambia4834 5 лет назад +1

    Almost in tears. Deep song

  • @sophiatrispagonas6058
    @sophiatrispagonas6058 4 года назад

    "Ask for help, you call it weakness" Everyone just remember, asking for help is not a weakness, its what makes you stronger.

  • @schulzscheie4175
    @schulzscheie4175 5 лет назад +2

    I can relate to this song in every way.

  • @moanapooh9726
    @moanapooh9726 2 года назад

    Why do i like NF so much?? Idk because hes more real than any other celebrity

  • @Moon._13221
    @Moon._13221 5 лет назад +3

    When you are depressed you feel like no one loves you no one is listening and your feel like your the only one

  • @nomalies
    @nomalies Год назад

    This song is exactly how I felt everyday of my last relationship I wish I could share this with him so he could understand

  • @kimiseon1001
    @kimiseon1001 5 лет назад +1

    Addicted to this song.

  • @RelaxMind-qt4cw
    @RelaxMind-qt4cw Год назад

    I love you with all my heart,if i ever told you I love you, I meant it.I'm always here for you, you are my heart, this goes to you!!

  • @ProperGander762
    @ProperGander762 2 года назад

    Beautiful and underrated song...

  • @Haley-md4hl
    @Haley-md4hl 4 года назад

    Damn, all his songs hit me HARD💔🖤😔

  • @katherineglazebrooks610
    @katherineglazebrooks610 4 года назад

    my all time fav song It hits me to the very depths of my soul. I listen to it several times a day

  • @lari2902
    @lari2902 2 года назад

    i always cry listening to this song it just hits me so hard

  • @paytonstewart9123
    @paytonstewart9123 4 года назад +1

    This song makes me realize how much I hate myself but I dont know why and it makes me want to cry

  • @moonlikestar9521
    @moonlikestar9521 5 лет назад

    Not even joking.This takes all my thoughts and puts it into words.Like foreal I go off "If someone helps you you're weak".I finally racked the nerve to ask someone to help me with depression, best moment of my life....I still go off that saying today.But I am still talking to that person, were there for each other.Hes the only person I can really trust.Anyone just have that one friend that they trust???

  • @lexii8897
    @lexii8897 5 лет назад +20

    I love him so much why can’t he see that? why does he run from it? why can’t I stop loving him? Why does he not know how to love? Why can’t he stay and be mine? Why did he leave me when he promised he wouldn’t?
    Why does he love her and not me?😔

    • @__.fefee.__1874
      @__.fefee.__1874 5 лет назад +1

      I can feel you, 3 years. Why? Just why...

    • @amandamadewell3196
      @amandamadewell3196 5 лет назад +1

      Totally understand how you feel girl. I swear I ask those same questions every day of my life.

    • @lexii8897
      @lexii8897 5 лет назад

      Amanda Madewell idk why it’s so hard for me to move on this time

    • @cpcequestrian2464
      @cpcequestrian2464 5 лет назад +1

      It hurts so fucking much. I swore I wouldn’t open up to anyone after what happened and then I met him and let myself open up and trust him and now I feel like an idiot.

    • @mayamoore3292
      @mayamoore3292 5 лет назад

      @@cpcequestrian2464 what happened i need more information

  • @charlesk4443
    @charlesk4443 5 лет назад +3

    I have ptsd from my last relationship and in my new one thank God my view boyfriend is understanding cause I'll have anxiety attacks over the thought of my ex😕 I just feel like such a burden and i feel so dull of anxiety I'm actually considering going to therapy

  • @annaknight5111
    @annaknight5111 5 лет назад +2

    This man is scary IN MY HEAD 💖

    • @kk6563
      @kk6563 4 года назад

      I love psychos.

  • @laursresindesignco4948
    @laursresindesignco4948 5 лет назад +24

    The guy I like.. a lot... doesn't like me back.. yet everytime we talk I smile like an idiot.. he's made me feel sad and happy.. he's taken over a hour to try and make me live a happy life.. No matter what mood I'm in he always makes me smile... Idk what to do.. I rarely ever like anyone so when I do I really fall for them.. His laugh is the best.. His smile in contagious.. I guess I will wait until he falls for me.. :(

    • @sophie458
      @sophie458 5 лет назад +3

      Omg not gonna lie I've legit never found a comment so relatable. I'm going through the same situation with my crush, but personally I think you should just be upfront with you're feelings and tell them how you feel. But that's just my opinion, that's what I did ❤️

    • @laursresindesignco4948
      @laursresindesignco4948 5 лет назад +2

      @@sophie458 Yeah I kinda did... He knows I think he's cute and I'm pretty sure he knows I like him...😥

    • @sophie458
      @sophie458 5 лет назад +2

      Does he like you too..? Not to be nosey, just trying to help

    • @laursresindesignco4948
      @laursresindesignco4948 5 лет назад +2

      @@sophie458 Nope... I asked him and he stayed quiet for a second.. Had a small I guess embarrassed smile? Idk.. and I said "that's a no isn't it?" And he said " I like.. you as a friend..." I thought I was gonna cry... I couldn't talk for like 40 minutes cause I thought my voice would sound like I was gonna cry.. But we're still friends so I'm just happy about that..

    • @laursresindesignco4948
      @laursresindesignco4948 5 лет назад +1

      @@sophie458 But even being friends I feel like that won't be for long..